Friday, July 27, 2007 @ 9:53 AM
i was clearing my msg inbox just now while i am on my way home. saw this msg sent C on 25th july 6.36pm,
"whoa, someone activated the passenge alarm... maybe there's a bomb... if i die, please take care me aphro for me."
chris, you seriously think you are gg to die? and boy,when u think u r gg to die, your last words were to get me to take care of aphro for you!!! shouldnt it be like... "bing, you are the bestest thing that can ever happened to me." ok. nah. i was just kidding. but it should go something like thanking me for being such a wonderful friend and all type of msg!! hahahahs. so damm funny lah. i tell you,if u get a girl next time and she doesnt like aphro, i can forsee you will breakup with her for aphro. hahahas. goodness!
anyway, water has been my best friend for the last 3 days. never had i fasted for three days in a row and i tell you, its HUGE sacrifice! three days! and you know the greatest temptation for me when i fast is not that i am hungry, but becos i cant stand my mouth not having anything sweet inside. i have a sweet tooth you see.i am glad i beared through it. many times i am tempted to break my fast, esp now, saying to myself, "i can always re fast on friday" but you know what i've learnt? is not really about the fasting, whether do u fast 3 times or do you fast only 2 times or whatsoever, it is really the attitude. God dont really care much how many time you fast if you are doing it with the wrong attitude. if i gave in to temptation and broke fast for that piece of chocolate, it is really me telling God, God, that chocolate is more important then you. if you can think, i will re fast on friday, why dont you think, God, i will have that piece of chocolate on friday. thats one of my revelation. God showed me more.. but i am too lazy to typed..
anyway, i wanna say THANK YOU to all the people that encouraged me to continue my fast when i feel like breaking it!!